And this year, my fiftieth birthday approaches. Am I where I thought I would be? To be honest, I’m too afraid to set goals. I feel if I reach a certain age, and haven’t realized my goals, I’d fall into a deep depression. But knowledge that my family is thriving allows for pride.
Yet, as big brother, I long to be the role model. It isn’t so much a need, but a moral ingrained within my being. Don’t get me wrong, I love to see my sisters’ making professional, social and private strides in their life. I just need to put forth my own efforts…I don’t know if I can.
So, that’s my outlook. And I start this year, one that will mark a half century…damn, that’s a long time, anyways, it’s my intention to impart a little wisdom. I’ve learned plenty in my life, many things were realized the hard way. Maybe, if I share my experiences, someone younger will have an easier time at life…I don’t think that’s a horrible goal.
Safe Travels…Take Care!!
Chris Writing Anything 
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