Snowflakes are subtly meandering towards earth, and it’s two days before Christmas. I’m looking forward to seeing my family, and I’m praying for two relaxing days. Unfortunately, the relaxation will be spent alone, and, days after Christmas, and after my days alone are gone, I’ll visit my family.
If my last sentence confused you, visiting family is not unfortunate, it’s the lonely days that are. I’ll spend those days at home, and, now, at my age, and in my situation, that’s what I prefer. No offense to anybody, I just need to chill.
I know what you’re thinking, “If you prefer to be alone, why is that unfortunate?” I’ll answer with, “It just is.”
I’m in the break room. Here, among the jovial din, it’s obvious that our store is fully staffed. On the sales floor, the checkout lines beg the question, “Is this really worth it?” Yes, no matter where I go, no matter what I do, no matter…well, Walmart’s walls contain a sea of humanity, and I’m eagerly anticipating our store’s closing.
Now, I’m home. I’m feeling really down. As I walked towards the store’s exit, I saw cold eyes, and only two souls wished me merry Christmas. I certainly feel alone, and I never thought I would feel this way. Hope your Christmas Eve finds you in better spirits!
Merry Christmas!




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